I'm sure I'll write some long winded post about all of this and thank you guys profusely for dealing with my emotional blatherings for the last two months.
I'm sure a bunch of you are already rolling your eyes. 'For fucksakes, Jamie.' - but the fact is through all the shit that has rolled the last couple months.. I haven't been able to shake loving her.
I do believe that people deserve second chances.
I especially believe it when I inevitably get back what I never wanted to lose.
Now, all you caring and wonderful friends who are preparing to write me a comment saying 'be careful' or 'watch your back' or 'tread lightly' or any number of wonderful and truthful pieces of advice. I am. There's more to this story than the surface post, and when the time is right I'm sure I'll write a post about it... but right now, we're going to build trust and work from there.
So yeah - it has been a strange week..